Lover, The Lord Has Left Us...

“I had it all, sitting on top of the world. But I threw it away, just to prove that I could”.

I’m giving up with Tumblr for the main part. Why glorify a mundane life and a lifestyle we can’t afford to the extent of it being a necessity? “Last night got out of hand”… I signed up three years ago to catch-up with close friends who left for uni and have showcased to me such interesting pieces of artwork or interesting facts; crazy ideas or things to inspire a way of life. I cleared out my ‘likes’ to attempt to simply be filled with just that - or shit funny photos.

I think I want to be more personal. Have conversations in person, to keep me sane. I only want to talk personally to one person now… Posting my thoughts on this website ruined two of my relationships without a second thought over the years. I’m growing up and I’m becoming bitter - I just don’t need to know how much you want to fuck Ryan Gosling; nor does Ryan. Don’t take it personally, if I am following you, I bloody love what you (mostly) post, but I just can’t join in on that. So here’s a Buk’ style poem:

15th January

I’m sorry, but
You’re standing behind a
Door that I just
Don’t want to
Open again

When I’d much
Rather open a fresh
Bottle, and forget
About it all
If just for one
More night

In no way so I want to seem bigger than anyone, just this was never going to come out in such a way. Again, I’m just bitter and I miss my best friend.

theseyounglions asked: You sir, are the best.

Always welcome, dude.

Anonymous asked: Have you ever penned any real haikus?

I’ve tried.

Shivering as we
Masturbate one another
I shake when I come

Please can we launch the search party for my necklace that I lost last night. She has been missing for 12 hours, without food or water.

markchristopherillustration asked: It's amazing isn't it? I downloaded the whole series. Only a few episodes in but I'm so excited to watch the next one.

So easy to get into. Such a shame it got cut short so the ending is a bit, hmmmm, but that doesn’t ruin the show at all. It’s great.

flashcatindustries asked: Poem rules. Rolls along the tongue super well, does rhyming without being corny, and all the wordplay/trickery works for the most part. As soon as I came I went. goes off the rails a bit at points, but its good You should do something with it, write it out on a scroll or something.

Like Jack K before I even read him. Haha. Thank you very much man. Yeah, there are points where it was all over the place; I would come up with the lines in my head in bed, and race over to my desk in the dark and scribble connecting words, so it never was the same. I do intend to edit it sometime. Thank you very, very much!

Anonymous asked: Link me to your poem/odyssey? George was taking about it (in a good way)

Hi there, do we know each other? That’s nice of ol’ Cudders. I think he was talking about this, which took me a while to find: Click!

Because of my layout, it’d be easier to copy and paste the text onto like a Word document or something. Weird to think I wrote that a year and a half ago. I’m in the stages of writing another just like it. Nonetheless, thank you for your interest!